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yaps, ini lagu kesukaan saya:   Like A Knife -Secondhand Serenade I dream a lot, I know you say I've got to get away. "The world is not yours for the taking" Is all you ever say. I know I'm not the best for you, But promise that you'll stay. Cause if I watch you go, You'll see me wasting, you'll see me wasting away Cause today, you walked out of my life Cause today, your words felt like a knife I'm not living this life. Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain And no matter where I go it's always pouring all the same. These streets are filled with memories Both perfect and in pain And all I wanna do is love you But I'm the only one to blame. Cause today, you walked out of my life Cause today, your words felt like a knife I'm not living this life. But what do I know, if you're leaving All you did was stop the bleeding. But these scars will stay forever, T

Haha, ya, itu mungkin judul yang tepat buat nulis 'diary' ini. Ke depannya, i will keep this address -ga akan membiarkan satu orang pun liat, kecuali yang kesasar kali ya- Hari  ini, tepat seperti ceritaku di 2 tahun yang lalu, dimana aku baru saja jatuh cinta sama seseorang. Waktu itu baru kenalan dan karna penasaran, beberapa hari kemudian aku nyoba-nyoba nyari informasi dari dunia maya semua tentang dia. I was so excited that time –malah kaya orang bodo-bodo tepatnya, haha- and I surely want to get so many many many (lebay) info ‘bout him . Sangking excitednya, dibela-belain ke warnet sampe tengah malem, maklum belum dikasih laptop, orang baru masuk ITB, haha. Menyerap info sebanyak-banyaknya, memperhatikan apapun yang tertulis di situ, berusaha keras mengingat (untuk yang satu ini, aku akui, susaaaaah beuuudh), dan ga lupa SENYUM MENGEMBANG, hahahaha. Explore apapun yang bisa di- explore , yang bisa dikonsumsi publik lah, udah